Friday, May 8, 2009

The Derailed Mind of a Hopeless Actor.

It's May.A new month.And one more month just got over.Well a lot has happened for the past few days.I keep asking myself was it worth it?My mind is filled with thoughts and questions...questions which will remain unanswered.I've had a mixed of emotions-anger,frustration,pain.Pain-a silent one though.
I've learnt a lot.
Forgiving and forgetting is really really hard.Maybe that's what i should do right now.It's so easy to be a person you don't want to be.An invisible mask.It makes things much more easier.We all do that to hide ..to hide ourselves from being who we really are.The fear, that maybe just once you might be wrong.Little do we know that we're living a lie.And it's wrong.And we know it.
So here i am watching Kris Allen sing-my mind's somewhere else.Keeping your mind clear is another hard thing to do.Sleep helps.Those empty dreams can take you through one more night.

So it's a brand new month.A whole new month left.It can be different.I just hope so.Putting on a smile is easy for me.I will be happy.

4 comments:

  1. This is realllyyy good Tasneem!
    U've just got ureself a new fan of ure blog!
    =D

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  2. 'Those empty dreams can take you through one more night.'
    I agree with you. It helps amidst all the pain and frustration one goes through.

    Lovely picture of the month :)

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  3. Hey this is awesome tasneem!!!
    keep up the awesome work =D
    Priyanka

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  4. whoa..... nice one!!!
    love this one!!!

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